Alcohol became my best friend because….

by kvigil81

I’m overwhelmed, lonely, bored, unmotivated
I feel controlled
I feel guilty and ashamed
It’s become a habit
I feel like I had to in order to maintain my two identities
To calm my anxiety
To connect
Because it’s Saturday, Sunday, Monday….
Because it’s nice outside
Because it’s shitty outside
To feel satisfied
To be quiet
To be loud
To forget about how I feel
To feel
To fit in
To be liked
To not care if I’m liked
To celebrate
To mourn
To argue
To make peace
Because wine tastes good
Because wine brings out the flavor of my cheese
To face the world
To hide from the world
To hide from myself

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